Part 2 Chapter VII

Oh mother. I am sorry. I was a fool. You were taking care of the baby, yourself, as well as I. I want to say I am sorry. It is my fault you left with the baby; you had the right too. I was a juvenile delinquent only concerned with myself. My inconsiderate actions were unnecessary. Even today I am an unchanged man. I am a criminal, barely escaping my punishments. One day I will save enough money to afford us a wonderful dinner, to make up for all of the hunger you have been through. If you are still alive, I have a piece of chocolate in my drawer here at the flat. It is melted, but it is the least I could do to apologize. I miss you. Please continue to take care of the baby; let her grow up into a well-educated woman(hopefully against the Party). I love you mom. I love you sister. Please forgive me.